April 1, 2016
I had another surgery on Wednesday to get a look at muscle tissue in my bladder. No results until Monday. See Dr. Glass on Wednesday afternoon. It was much easier on my this time, shorter procedure, easier recovery so far. I still feel vulnerable and that I should rush to do everything I want to do now before it's too late. I must choose between resuming normal job and other activities in June or just being lazy and doing what I want. It's a life view choice.
Jan had skin cancer and had a treatment for that and a removal of a growth on her face. She's ok, but that increases my vulnerability view for the both of us.

Is this the rest of my life? I do have a choice of what to do with it. I have to think. If the immunotherapy treatment works, I should be ok getting checked frequently for cancer return.
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