March 18, 2016
By 2022 all cars must have automatic braking systems. If I'm still around, I might just keep my Maxda 3s Grand Touring longer. I have another surgery on March 30, to check for bladder muscle tissue that is cancerous or cancer free. Then about a 3 week recovery from that before I start treatments weekly, immunotherapy.
Having quit my jobs, activities, volunteering, I am totally free to sit home and worry about the future. I am being very positive though.  I got my hair colored today so I care how I look still. Last night I moved the clocks forward for daylight savings time. Another good sign I expect to be have a future.  Last night I was losing it, making a necklace, not eating, and grouchy. Luckily for Jan, she was at rehearsal.
Today I went to the store and bought food for myself. Frozen dinners, easy to fix. I am took tired to bother cooking, especially for just me. After Jan's show, I will be cooking for both of us, or she will. I know I will eat more. I could go to restaurants, but I'm not in a good enough mood sometimes.
I'm going to take a nap now; Gracie is curled up next to me. Cats seem to know that and when you need comforting.